the latinos - when the party's over

fuck. lately, vlogging has been a bitch! im a perfectionist aka i LOVE to take my time with something so it will turn out fantastic. which brings me to my next topic, killing off vlogs? im thinking it. vlogs consume too much time when my first priority is sleep! so i might just throw it out the window. man. i always wanted to be a youtube blogger, but i guess its hard to do that while juggling a graveyard sleeping schedule. so heres an update on me if you haven't noticed! this is whats up with me as of now rather than a whole look back since the last time i blogged.

school
- so school is really fucking slow. im in winter quarter taking one class (im sorry jeremy!) its phsyc of human relationships. im taking this class instead of doing pe, so thas kinda good? i WAS enrolled in spanish and scriptwriting. but i needed prereq's for scriptwriting, and i HATED how the spanish teacher taught the FIRST YEAR class. waayyyyyyy too fuckin rushed. although i know the basics, her speed was way too fast for me. (i miss you mr khourey!) but yeah, phsyc is really crazy. i like the way the teacher makes us think in a different perspective. i kinda see why my sister says/do the things she says/do. i hope ill do well in this class, cuz i really enjoy taking it. oh and my teachers pretty hot for a 30 year old. yeah i fuckin would. get outta here

work
- work sucks cuz i have lazy ass coworker aka my backup. so i stock the cheese and yogurt. its just two of us, derek and i. and that dude is so fuckin lazy. i think he's only lazy because he knows ILL DO THE WORK. cuz i do so much for that department. i dont even take lunches on purpose. yup. i work 9 hours straight most of the time. sometimes i take 30 minute breaks or so. but overall im working constantly. the up side is that because im getting so much hours, zee work has given me a raise! heckkkkkkkka fat too. im really happy at the same time sad. im making double compared to what i started out with in 2007. really crazy. and kinda long if you ask me. all in all work isnt bad. i think i just take it too serious. oh and one thing ive noticed, is that i hella dont talk to any girls at work. iono. since babyduck never gave me a chance i guess i was just too scared to talk to anyother girl at work unless i'ved talked to her prior to babyduck. hm. iono. AND for the fact i dont wanna be a safeway slut. a lot of my coworkers fuck all the cuties that work with us with no hesitation. i would hate for the whole store to know my personal shit. so i guess i just do my work and leave

poppa d
- so this april i was supposed to take a week off so i can fly my dad here to the states. like my sister and i split it. that didnt happen. he said this thing with immigration in which HE had to pay them some fine/price so he can fly to PI to US freely for 3 years. if he doesnt pay that fine thing and just leaves PI, the PI can deny him of ever coming back. FUCK. so he said maybe next year. hopefully. i get scared sometimes. sometimes. like . theres something gonna happen and i'll never know till it's too late. i need to see him soon. last time i saw him was when we moved into the old sj house. shit. i miss my dad so fucking much. so that money i saved up for a plane ticket, can just go to my credit card. damn. hella crazzy (to be continued)

money
- (continued) its crazy how im in debt for so long. when i was with my ex annie, she loved getting nice stuff. i was always broke and only had enough just to get by, never to buy clothes, or toys or shit. so i basically spent my credit card to buy her shit. wii, rockband, dinner the list goes on. before i burned our receipts, i looked at each and everyone of them. and to my shock, all of that shit was payed by my credit card. wow. i broke up with her 2 years ago and im still paying for her ass. no regrets. its a learning process in terms of money and girls. how to balance them (to be continued)

girls
- (continued) so yeah. not sure if anyone will read this but, i'm talking to someone. in a sense. her name is nicole. and as of right now, im totally in like with her. so much strong feelings for her its like wtf. she has everything i want in a girl. she loves old shool hip hop (although she mainly listens to to black metal), she goes to a university, shes creative as in she writes poetry, draws, she loves art as a whole (this is a plus for me cuz this is the main thing i look in girls. she has to love art. any form. even dancing, knitting you name it) and a whole lot of other stuff. and the best thing out of them all... shes white. sup. (i've made it dad! i met a white girl!!) but one thing sticks out like a sore thumb. girl lives in canada. yeah. that sentence already says bad news. we're not going out. and we realized both that we won't be together EVER. (cuz i wont move there and she hates the states) so its like wtf am i doing this for? iono. ive been straight single and alone for 2 years in sj. its sucks dude. i bet annie fucked hella guys already or something. i havent met anyone cuz im shy and i work graveyard. plain and simple. but dude. this girl. she is so fuckin cool. iono its something about her that sets her apart from other girls i've dated. (shes white?) i think its because shes like really different. the types of girls i went out with was girly girls who party and similar to a typical asian girl in sf (dont ask me what is the typical asian. YOUVE SEEN THEM!!) but shes like i guess similar to a goth head. i just like different things. staying away from my social norm. could be what attracts me more than anything besides her skin color. she really cares for me in a way i've never heard of from a girl im just talking to. iono. i also think she likes me cuz im nice. she went out with too many asshole dudes in her past, and for a guy to treat her with enough respect and love? she has to cling on to him. yeah i like her. but to a certain extent. like. i really dont wanna say i enjoy her company. but i kinda looks like it. just conversating on the phone is so fuckin good.but feelings get mixed in and i start to like her. she says shes gonna come here in august. yup. about 6-5 more months. and stay here for a week and a half. nuts nuts nuts. and thas just wen i pick her up from the airport! (rimshot) but in all seriousness, i have no idea where nicole and i are headed. we like eachother but we know we can be together. how hard is that? we also agreed that it was ok for us to have boyfriend/girlfriends. so i guess this relationship stops at talking. iono.

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